Poems

Rule One by Eric Mottram: ‘Stop writing Literature, you garrulous Indian!’

T. Wignesan

For Michael Hrebeniak’s jazz saxophone

[This memorial poem was published in Radical Poetics (Inventory of Possibilities), Issue One (London), Spring 1997, n.p., edited by one of Eric Mottram’s former students at King’s College, University of London and who now teaches at Cambridge University. Mottram for whom a special Chair (Professor of English and American Literature) was created in 1983 passed away on January 17, 1995, the year when, finally, the Nobel Literature Committee’s attention was focussed on him. He left behind an enormous corpus: some thirty odd books of poems and some fifteen books of criticism. He was unanimously recognized as one of the leading authorities on American Literature and United States Studies. His teaching career extended over half a century and over nearly half the world. He obtained a double-first for his Cambridge English Tripos after serving out the War in a minesweeper in the North Sea and the Bay of Bengal. He was the recipient of absolutely no prize whatsoever, for the Establishment everywhere gladly shunned him.]

                                                 I
a life of toil for the man in the centre
a hub in the peripheral tireless wheel

                                         where he go then where he go this working man
                                         he go on waking people   working at waking man
                        II

no words cling now no words meant in blame
the tongue he lash the words they now tame

no shock of blast open laughter rock the hall
everyman there say there sure were a man

a man no fear cowed in communion to other
made for no gods made for no demons either

all men he know best when he see just once
no second thought resurrect the man if bad

so go tell the magi no trek in sight in sky
here a man be born here he so sure die

other no like see one so bright stand up high
other no like feel like sky fall low into ocean

what make ‘m i say with feeling so just
is sure he different he force hisself work

work work work work an’ again work
he work nite an’ nite so 50-hour in day

where he go then where he go this working man
he go on waking people working at waking man

where you go from word born here now
turn and twist   all whoring the alphabet

                         III
‘don’t write anything you can get published’
so publish only what you can’t call your own

writing like reading’s a public coital act
so showing your work is exhibitionism

‘why don’t you send your stuff around
keeping it to yourself’s sheer masturbation’

reading-watching-listening’s just voyeurism
so sending wares around is prostitutionism

                                  where he go then where he go this working man
                                  he go on waking people working at waking man

                         IV
he it was in minesweeper capture aurora borealis
message from extrasensory enter into he word

in Bengal waters alone he hear No-man cry
only in deepdown psyche water drip drip dry

then on land he no see reason to the fight
so he let he wrists spill he guts to the fill

then he take the world on all by he torn self
he spare no skin in dug-Malayan-jungle-out

what he do what he think he do he no tell
everybody meet man an’ no see albatross hang

he no tell story like ol’ mariner in dream
he go wake people from dumb dead trance

many many people high up no like this act
some call him stuckup other just ‘im damn

                                       where he go then where he go this working man
                                       he go on waking people working at waking man

is all he do then what kind of working this
is big work man ‘cause most body dead sleep

                                       where he go then where he go this working man
                                       he go on waking people working at waking man

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When I first met Eric in the summer of 1957, in London, at Wang Gung-wu’s flat in Shepherd’s Bush [Wang a former colleague of Eric’s in Singapore - becoming later the Vice-Chancellor of the University of Hong Kong - is now the Director of the East Asia Institute of the National University of Singapore], he had already read most of the manuscript of my first collection: Tracks of a Tramp, and more. He came late for dinner and was so vociferous and ebullient, I had hardly time to think. Now and then he stopped short to shoot a few questions at me, mostly about my educational background, and, finding there was none to speak of in literature, riled me for not having joined Raffles College of the University of Malaya in Singapore where he taught from 1953 to 1955. By the time he had finished raging over my poems, I thought I might be able to see him in a more relaxed mood after dinner [he arrived in the midst of a delicious Chinese dinner prepared by Margaret, Gung-wu’s wife, a former student of his], but, instead, he gulped the soup down amidst appreciative munching-crunching sounds, jumped up and excused himself for another appointment. I was feeling quite frustrated for I couldn’t even get a word in sideways, but just before he left, he asked Gung-wu to give me his address [for my sleeping quarters then were huddled in the midst of some trees in Hyde Park] but told me not to take any notice of what he had to say about my poems. Both Gung-wu and Margaret tried to console me like the fabulous hosts they were after Eric had left, but I didn’t let out the fact that I was secretly delighted: I had at last met a vigorously straight-talking person who knew a hell of a lot about writing and literature [the first I had heard of ‘poems are made with words, not ideas’, echoing Paul Valéry] and was not afraid to voice his views, even to a stranger.

Some time later, in the mid-sixties, when I had been published and Eric was then ghosting the American literature columns of the Times Literary Supplement, Eric gave me the best advice I’ve ever listened to in our métier. He said very offhand-like one day, and his demeanour meant every word he pronounced ponderously: ‘Don’t write anything you can get published!’ with the result I’ve only managed to publish about ten percent of what I’ve been writing since then.

In the early nineties, Eric seemed to me to soften his anti-Establishment stance. He urged me to publish. He appeared as if he would make certain concessions, and it took me some time to realize that he may have changed course for strategic reasons: you can’t fight the Enemy where no one hears of the victory!

Paris, France

BLADE
Dedicated to AZsacra Zarathustra:

Our dance is ritual;
A senseless obsession
Between two moths
Playing with fire.
No chains, no whips.
Just bondage ... and the
Ever-sweet consequence of
A saber's cutting edge.

OUT OF SIGHT

If hindsight were foresight
Everything might turn out just right,
I should have done this,
I should have done that,
The future is not in our sight.

Decisions are made, right or wrong
Altering our paths, short or long,
Too late to change it
Or rearraange it,
To the present we all belong.

We must go forward, we can't go back,
We could accept the things we lack
Or we could alter our ways
Perehaps leading to better days
Following a different path.

Look to the future, let go of the past,
Don't stay immerged in dye that was cast,
Have courage to forge on
With a smile you will don,
Forgive mistakes and wrongs that amassed.

Floriana Hall

Floriana Hall will be teaching poetry online at http://LssWritingSchool.com starting October 5